Thankful

I am thankful for nothing at the moment,
Nothing good, anyway, nothing good at all.
I am thankful for my tears, my suffering, misery, sorrow.

I am thankful for my fighting and thankful for my failure.
I'm thankful for my bad memories and my fatal plots,
My time spent alone crying out my soul,
My bad grades and greed, uncaring thoughts and reluctant kindness.

I'm thankful for all the bad things I've done,
The feelings I've hurt and the pain I've inflicted.
I'm thankful for my own faults and mistakes.

I'm thankful for everything bad I've ever done and experienced,
For without them I wouldn't have anything good at all.